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Emerge

Morning Press to a fee as soon as the final also to all the debt left something. Think of the afternoon to go home, we will be able to own their own Coke cob, chicken wings eating. Still is happy. I had spent a very long time to钻营cuisine. I imagine her with a world class every time after I hurried home to eat her cooking. I can see her happy smile. She would give me her do the most good at is said to be the noodles to eat every time I eat San Taiwan. Just imagine these eventually. Her denial, let me now very sad. I have no friends thought so depressed, I do not want to see is only a temporary them. I need time to re-find the next step of their footprints. I can not let them worry about my life. So every day I have maintained a smile and大口大口the dinner.

Monday friends from Shanghai to Xi'an has been moved back to Yinchuan, Xi'an has not look like a family home, it can be called家徒四壁, this is the beginning of a new life, is not starting from "0"?, Prayer is a good start. I refuse to work outside in addition to all interpersonal relationships. I need time to themselves to change their own happiness, I do not have to have to dignitaries lonely love can be no strong to ignore all the hurt. I know that every day she is a girl can not love, but unfortunately I understand that some nights. I hope she happiness also hope that she will understand that men's tears is what all precious than things.

Just do not know if one day I found her presence she would come back to find me?
I told myself, tell their own heart, one day, she will love me.
I do not care about their position?
I hold onto my love, that is my position.
Why such a long winter, I have to hibernate ...

According to plan I should be in Shanghai can take good care and protection she had. But now I have to ask ourselves in the next month I will be there, I have secretly thought about the time spent five years learning to the students themselves for a chance and I think I did not find the next step in how the circumstances go. This I now think is the direction of efforts. refueling! ~

只是不知道 如果有一天她发现我的存在 她 会回来找我吗 ？
我告诉自己，告诉自己的心，总有一天，她还会爱我的。
我不在乎自己的位置？
我守住我的爱，就是我的位置。
冬天为什么这样漫长，我要冬眠了 ...

Only is did not know if one day her to discover I have her to be ableto come back look for me?
I tell oneself, tells own heart, one day, she also can love me.
I do not care about own position?
I defend my love, is my position.
Why winter like this is long, I must hibernate...
按计划 下个月 我应该在上海 可以好好照顾和保护她了。而现在我要问问自己 下个月 我将在那里 ？ 我曾偷偷的想过 花5年的时候努力学习 给自己争取一次留学的机会. 我想在我没找到下一步怎么走的情况下.这个想法 是我现在努力的方向. 加油 !~
According to the plan, the next month, I should in Shanghai. Wasallowed to look after and to protect her well. But now I must askoneself: Next month I in there? I once secretly had thought - spend 5years time diligently studies, strives for the opportunity for oneselfwhich time studies abroad I want not to find in the situation in mewhich how next step walks This idea is I now the diligently direction。Refuels! ~

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按计划 下个月 我应该在上海 可以好好照顾和保护她了。而现在我要问问自己 下个月 我将在那里 ？ 我曾偷偷的想过 花5年的时候努力学习 给自己争取一次留学的机会. 我想在我没找到下一步怎么走的情况下.这个想法 是我现在努力的方向. 加油 !~